Ali - I'm so sorry. Keep in mind that God is perfect in all His ways and so often His plan is so great that we can't even understand. I'm so proud of you! Keep up the hard work.
Love, Janelle
Maybe through your praying, Bible reading, sharing God's love through your warm hands and heart, your genuine tears, this child came to know Jesus in a very real way. Someday you'll know the true difference you are making-not just what your human eyes can see here. You are an incredible woman-so honored to know you!