This touched my heart... and I am sorry that you have so few constants in your life... I am someone who throws myself head first into change only to then turn around and wish I had clung to stability... I love it that when we're looking with a tender and loving heart... we can see exactly what we need all around us... just in ways that we might not have expected... I'm counting down the days for your service to wrap up and I'm going to miss your little updates so very much!